...balance for me to feel like I'm what I want to be.
...enough energy to make the three-sided teeter totter balance again.
...friends who will not abandon me unless I finish what I started. And even if I fail, they'll give me a hand-up.
...a feeling of raising m hands above my head again; in some way.
...faster. Stronger. Fitter. Wiser.
...no cancer to catch me.
...fleet feet to drive me.
...wisdom and kindness to guide me.
...significantly good beer to ease me.
It's so time.